Took a picture with joan the other day at sn. just forgot to upload the picture. i think it's nice, don't you? at least both our heads look big, if you know what I always complain about close-ups with me. :p anyway, I should not be blogging because it consumes time. Of which, to jacinta, blogging is NOT a waste of time, I'd agree. BUT it takes up a lot of time. Which is why I should not be here.

Anyway, I want to blog about my (night)walk to remember. I think that period of time was the scariest ever out of my entire life. I had no idea why I was so scared; maybe ngee ann just has the perfect ambience for horror films. sighh. Throughout the walk I just had such a bad feeling and I felt like I was stuck in a horror film. Even if there was this big guy right beside me, thank you yida, and I'm sorry if I burst your eardrums xp , I was just so scared, I was tearing by the end of it. People were like asking if I was okay. Normally, if you asked me to go for such things, I would be raring to go. Honest! But, maybe it was because only two people could go at one time, maybe it was because ngee ann was just too damn dark which freaked me out, or maybe it was a combination of a lot a lot of factors. I don't know. But, if you knew me back in sn, I was never the sort. I mean, if people were scared, I would be like, oh come on. (think haunted house at funfairs) But then again, we went into haunted houses in big groups and haunted houses were staged during the day. Or maybe this is the real me unleashed, insecure and timid like shit. Just that I refuse to admit it. Regardless, I think rotaract camp was alright. I mean, fun? hmm, so-so la. But a plus point is that I definitely made some pretty neat friends. And, I never knew jansen was so playful/mischievous, etc. Gee, I make him sound like some little kid--he's not, he's 18 for god's sake. Anw, I did not sleep that entire night-which kinda makes it seem as though I was too traumatised by the night walk--I wasn't! That was long behind me by that time. Anyway, I shan't say names, but I saw some things I guess I should not have. Regardless, what fate, I'm going for the cambodia trip and guess who's going too, chee ming. hurray! yeah right. rotaract, leo, tdp, and cambodia trip?? what's the chances???whatever (anything). jahh! (sorry if you the average reader did not get this part, it was internal conflict not well-managed on my part).

Feeling guilty for being here for quite a while now. I should be doing my ITR-FMM assignment but, I need some update on my life. So, because I did not sleep the entire night, I was still very energetic when we went for rotaract idol, of which I took part in and got third.hahahaha. guess why, quick guess! Coz, there was only four people who took part.HAHAHAHA.and guess what I sang, a sad rendition of you are my sunshine. How ironic >.< then by the time i met my grp for project-meeting, I was sleeping. I was dozing off and honestly, I could not stay awake AT ALL. Seriously. You can ask Lay Ying, I would be looking at her for one minute and the next I do not even know what I am doing. She can ask me a question and I would be guessing what she asked. I was that bad. So, I felt damn bad coz they were doing all the work and all I was contributing to was their sand (ref. sandman). Then I was walking around our table like an idiot and slapping myself. I think people must have thought I was mad. then I went home after that thanks to all the work lay ying and yong liang did and slept from about 6pm to 11am the next day. I think that's about 17hours of sleep non-stop. I skipped dinner but I did not feel hungry when I woke up. How strange. and then I procrastinated till this moment.

anyway, Saturday I went out for the whole day! it was like my birthday celebration lah. So I went swimming then I went to kovan heartland mall for shopping! I bought like SGD158 + of clothes all korean-inspired coz that was a korean shop. anw, then we went to buy a cake from sweet secrets! YUM! choc mousse. Then went to east coast for seafood. Ate at jumbo and this table beside us was rambling for awhile about first-class service. And I was thinking; are YOU a first-class customer? It works both ways don't you think? You can't expect to shout and scream and be served best still. I mean sometimes it happens, but the serving are PEOPLE, I must stress, you the served should not treat them like they are slaves. And all of us being people, are imperfect, you cannot expect the serving to have a perfect memory when you yourself do not. So stop shouting when your order does not arrive but stop to think: would you like to be treated the way you are treating the service staff? Of course this is only the case if the staff has done you no wrong coz I have heard and experienced bad service (i.e. bad attitude, etc), so except for such situations do I permit myself to snap back. But regardless, I feel that it benefits no one to shout. It is the same as venting your anger on your family members after a bad day. Have your family done you wrong? No. So, stop letting your day "reach" into your relationship with your family or anything else for that matter. Anyway, I just felt strongly about service (I mean duh, I'm going to be in it one day!) and my gor gor agreed coz we were talking about it later.

alright, now I am confused as to whether we have biz stats tut tmr. Coz it's supposed to be e-learning week for biz stats but I know that mr ong did tell us to come back for tut coz he has not finish going through the topics for our next test. So I am definitely going. Anyway we need to do our project and I'm afraid we cannot finish and regina is proposing meeting at tues at 10am, but do you think we can finish? Anyway I'm going to wait for her reply. And I am done with my post. After about an hour. SIGHHH. I wasted used up so time typing it (since jacinta said blogging was not a waste of time and I agree). Anyway, thanks qingy for being one of the first to wish me happy birthday! but most importantly though is good luck to EVERYONE at JC for blocks/cts/tests/etc.

Took a picture with joan the other day at sn. just forgot to upload the picture. i think it's nice, don't you? at least both our heads look big, if you know what I always complain about close-ups with me. :p anyway, I should not be blogging because it consumes time. Of which, to jacinta, blogging is NOT a waste of time, I'd agree. BUT it takes up a lot of time. Which is why I should not be here.

Anyway, I want to blog about my (night)walk to remember. I think that period of time was the scariest ever out of my entire life. I had no idea why I was so scared; maybe ngee ann just has the perfect ambience for horror films. sighh. Throughout the walk I just had such a bad feeling and I felt like I was stuck in a horror film. Even if there was this big guy right beside me, thank you yida, and I'm sorry if I burst your eardrums xp , I was just so scared, I was tearing by the end of it. People were like asking if I was okay. Normally, if you asked me to go for such things, I would be raring to go. Honest! But, maybe it was because only two people could go at one time, maybe it was because ngee ann was just too damn dark which freaked me out, or maybe it was a combination of a lot a lot of factors. I don't know. But, if you knew me back in sn, I was never the sort. I mean, if people were scared, I would be like, oh come on. (think haunted house at funfairs) But then again, we went into haunted houses in big groups and haunted houses were staged during the day. Or maybe this is the real me unleashed, insecure and timid like shit. Just that I refuse to admit it. Regardless, I think rotaract camp was alright. I mean, fun? hmm, so-so la. But a plus point is that I definitely made some pretty neat friends. And, I never knew jansen was so playful/mischievous, etc. Gee, I make him sound like some little kid--he's not, he's 18 for god's sake. Anw, I did not sleep that entire night-which kinda makes it seem as though I was too traumatised by the night walk--I wasn't! That was long behind me by that time. Anyway, I shan't say names, but I saw some things I guess I should not have. Regardless, what fate, I'm going for the cambodia trip and guess who's going too, chee ming. hurray! yeah right. rotaract, leo, tdp, and cambodia trip?? what's the chances???whatever (anything). jahh! (sorry if you the average reader did not get this part, it was internal conflict not well-managed on my part).

Feeling guilty for being here for quite a while now. I should be doing my ITR-FMM assignment but, I need some update on my life. So, because I did not sleep the entire night, I was still very energetic when we went for rotaract idol, of which I took part in and got third.hahahaha. guess why, quick guess! Coz, there was only four people who took part.HAHAHAHA.and guess what I sang, a sad rendition of you are my sunshine. How ironic >.< then by the time i met my grp for project-meeting, I was sleeping. I was dozing off and honestly, I could not stay awake AT ALL. Seriously. You can ask Lay Ying, I would be looking at her for one minute and the next I do not even know what I am doing. She can ask me a question and I would be guessing what she asked. I was that bad. So, I felt damn bad coz they were doing all the work and all I was contributing to was their sand (ref. sandman). Then I was walking around our table like an idiot and slapping myself. I think people must have thought I was mad. then I went home after that thanks to all the work lay ying and yong liang did and slept from about 6pm to 11am the next day. I think that's about 17hours of sleep non-stop. I skipped dinner but I did not feel hungry when I woke up. How strange. and then I procrastinated till this moment.

anyway, Saturday I went out for the whole day! it was like my birthday celebration lah. So I went swimming then I went to kovan heartland mall for shopping! I bought like SGD158 + of clothes all korean-inspired coz that was a korean shop. anw, then we went to buy a cake from sweet secrets! YUM! choc mousse. Then went to east coast for seafood. Ate at jumbo and this table beside us was rambling for awhile about first-class service. And I was thinking; are YOU a first-class customer? It works both ways don't you think? You can't expect to shout and scream and be served best still. I mean sometimes it happens, but the serving are PEOPLE, I must stress, you the served should not treat them like they are slaves. And all of us being people, are imperfect, you cannot expect the serving to have a perfect memory when you yourself do not. So stop shouting when your order does not arrive but stop to think: would you like to be treated the way you are treating the service staff? Of course this is only the case if the staff has done you no wrong coz I have heard and experienced bad service (i.e. bad attitude, etc), so except for such situations do I permit myself to snap back. But regardless, I feel that it benefits no one to shout. It is the same as venting your anger on your family members after a bad day. Have your family done you wrong? No. So, stop letting your day "reach" into your relationship with your family or anything else for that matter. Anyway, I just felt strongly about service (I mean duh, I'm going to be in it one day!) and my gor gor agreed coz we were talking about it later.

alright, now I am confused as to whether we have biz stats tut tmr. Coz it's supposed to be e-learning week for biz stats but I know that mr ong did tell us to come back for tut coz he has not finish going through the topics for our next test. So I am definitely going. Anyway we need to do our project and I'm afraid we cannot finish and regina is proposing meeting at tues at 10am, but do you think we can finish? Anyway I'm going to wait for her reply. And I am done with my post. After about an hour. SIGHHH. I wasted used up so time typing it (since jacinta said blogging was not a waste of time and I agree). Anyway, thanks qingy for being one of the first to wish me happy birthday! but most importantly though is good luck to EVERYONE at JC for blocks/cts/tests/etc.